I happened to remember the blog address of my old Sec school friend and so I went to see if it's still being updated (she was a very avid blogger in the old days ^^). And I didn't bother reading everything, cos I know it will only cause bitterness. So I read enough to 'kepo' some stuff out, and I realised she got into NUS...not sure what course but still into a Uni. 

Mixed feelings really... Bitterness, that she backstabbed me so badly in Sec school... Longing, to catch up with her... Hesitance, due to fear of being backstabbed again... Self-pride, why bother with this kind of people... Blah blah blah...

Then I blog-hopped to one after another Sec school friend's blog... and it was impossible to check where they went to. If I wanted to, I would have to read every single blog entry...which is nonsense, and I ain't gonna do that. 

So, why not just leave a tag and catch up with each other? After all, it has been 3 years...

But I told myself, when I graduated from Sec school, that I would put the bitter past behind me and find new things to live for. And suddenly, I was reminiscing about my Poly friends... They made up for every hurt, every pain that I went through in Sec school and I really miss you guys! T^T Thank God for letting me meet such wonderful people... I hope I can maintain my friendship with you guys even though we're going to different places... but knowing myself, I will be lost from all of you soon... I won't forget you, but neither would I bother to catch up. 

So mixed feelings on this matter too...

And then I thought about my Cabal friends and how much has happened in the past 3 years in Poly... Have I matured? I hope so, but I think not. What would my Sec school (back-stabbing) friends say about the current me? Why do I even bother about what they think? 

See, that's the part that keeps telling me that I am still superficial and childish...

-End of emo post-

Lol, I shall write about Prof Law soon. His lecture this week had a few entertaining tips as well! ^^

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