Haven't really been blogging...

There has been too much going on, too many things to do... Let me tick them off one by one!

Well, firstly, I would like to get this guilty feeling OUT of my system - not healthy for me at all!
I NEARLY KILLED HAN YIN AND LIU JIA'S MOUSE!!!
It nearly died being galvaged, in my hands. My hands!!! *faints*

I stuck the galvaging tube down the wrong pathway. Instead of guiding it down the oesophagus, I stuck it down its lungs... It started gagging horribly and after I set it down, began hyperventilating. I was hyperventilating too.

I am terribly sorry! Really, to both owners and mouse...even though the mouse probably can't read blogs and so, would not have been able to see this... But still, I felt terrible and still am.

It was so traumatizing that I think I can almost feel a phobia forming, and that spells trouble for me. I have a galvaging test on Monday, I do not need this fear to pull me down further. Please, give me the strength to do this, I NEED to do this!!!


Ohh, and speaking of Monday, I'm officially an usher for TP's Graduation Ceremony! MWA HA HA!!!

I'll be guarding the lift from those maniacal parents and guests.

Doesn't sound like much but there's a dinner buffet provided at the end so I don't really mind... *grins* Hopefully, they leave enough for us to eat. The bad news, however, is that the girls -me!!!- are required to wear...stockings. Yah, those stretchy, semi transparent thingies that ARE supposed to go over your head, not your legs... I'd rather be a burgler.
Which kinda reminds me, I'd better go apply for LOA.

Emotional turmoil galore!!! It has been an emotionally turbulent week for everyone. It's draining, even though I'm not directly involved. It confuses me. I don't really know who to believe and who not to.

I believe now, stronger than ever, that everyone hides behind a mask...like a Hollow. You know, the baddies from Bleach? I know I hide behind a mask of my own, and I find comfort in its shadow. But this makes deciphering people difficult, especially those who like to play mind games.

"Don't judge a book by its cover"... So very true! But I shall not dwell on such depressing stuff.


And of course, lastly, I have to deal with my new hairstyle. It's cool, but I'm not used to its thinness... I miss my thick locks. I'm still trying to stop it from sticking out at odd ends. Somehow, this hairstyle changes my mood. It makes me feel...gothic. I'm not sure, kinda like more boyish. I don't mind it though, I'm embracing the change by painting my nails black and I'm loving it! XD

Ok, enough ranting... Off to steel myself for tomorrow's galvaging practice.


*gulp*

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